I have had a ton of time to myself lately, which has given me a lot of time to think about things.
I realize that love sometimes isn't enough. It takes more than that to make it because let's be honest, who actually loves 24/7? Not me. But that's okay. I have spent a lot of time recently wondering if I lost my only chance. I realize now how utterly ridiculous this is. I am so young. Yeah, things aren't going to be better tomorrow and I'm not going to find Mr. Right standing over my bed in the morning. But oh well. I figure he's out there somewhere. I can wait. And if he's not, then he's not. I want to live a life so full of purpose. I want to go on adventures and be the girl I'm supposed to be. I figure I wasn't made different for no reason. I'm pretty much crazy. I have been accepting this. I feel as though I can use it to my advantage. I'm simply tired of following footsteps; because I know what I should be following, is something that is not visible in the least.
And for you, if you read this.
I need to do this on my own.
So please, stay out of it and let me deal.
Harsh? I know. But you just don't seem to get it.
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