Hello, Sunshine!

So this week has been so hectic!

You can't even begin to understand.

I just got back from Oklahoma and it was sooo fun!

I got my yellow sewing machine for christmas and was working hard and finished this bag (:

I am pretty much a sewing master at this point.

I also got Just Dance 2 for the Wii and I'm surprisingly ridiculously good at the African dances. I don't even know why. I think I have secret African in me.

I was so happy, then the sad peeked arounnd the corner.

Two people really really hurt me this week, two people who once mattered to me.

I just about gave up. People can be soo careless,

Apparently family doesn't matter,

and apparently I am pathetic and make things up in my head..

So I started to pray because clearly my little heart was breaking once again,

then I got a necklace from my mom and Jim for christmas.

It has a dove.

and says...

Blessed are the peacemakers.

I think that was supposed to be a little sign.

So here we go God, if this is really what you wanted.

Dear you and you,

You both are pretty crappy right now. You both hurt me, for your own selfishness.. But I forgive you. And I'm moving on. I knew I could never trust one of you, you've hurt me countless times, I'm almost immune. You, are family. I hope you both realize. But, I forgive you.