Now

"Oh be calm.

Be calm.

I know you feel like you are breaking down.

I know that it gets so hard sometimes,

Be calm.

Take it from me, I've been there a thousand times.

You hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive

and everything's wrong

It just gets so hard sometimes

Be calm."

Anyway, I have my bubble now.

I'm letting no one else in.

I'm happy now.

This break is a renewal for me.

Thank you God, for saving me..

I was so tired of being alone.

It's not about winning I realize.

It's about finding my own peace despite how

crappy some people are.

P.S. I am done.

I killed the hope, I'm better now.